To fight or not to fight?

It has been a very hectic month right until now. The stress will never end until the current semester is completed. Why am I so anxious? Tons of assignments, stupid lab reports, exams, and not to forget about internship program! So far internship is the one that keeps my heart beats rapidly and turning my hair white.


The stress is unbearable! Seriously! When all the people around you are getting hired while you remain jobless.. Economic crisis ya know..? But the fun thing is, since the apply-internship season starts, almost all of the students involved will receive phone calls during class. Then, they will rush out of the classroom to answer the phone. This indicates phone interview from companies. What comes across our mind is, "let's hope that I'll receive phone calls also". Normally when we receive calls from friends/family, we will just say "Aiya! I'm class la! Call you back later la..". If we answer this way to the company that calls, GG la wei!


Back to the stress experience that I have with internship program. I'm still jobless. Although I got few phone interviews, but I flunked them all. XD Not that I don't want the job! It's just that... I flunked them all. Hahaha! Now I know my weakness. I can't "talk" to strangers and response with the speed of light! It always happen that I can/know how to answer better right after the interviews. That's stupid.


Some friends are nice which they will give me encouragement. While some love to rub salt on the wounds. He is a she. I call her sister instead. I assume that "she" has too many salt left unused. Ok lah! Jkjk!


Well, for now I wish to get more chances to attend interviews. It's very helpful for my upcoming MUET exam ya know? Yup. I haven't take MUET. :X