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I have to agree that one will feel better after spitting vulgar words. At least this works well for me. Sometimes it's hard to hold back from cursing, but I can't do it. Simply because I understand that my words will cut through others' hearts. Maybe I did, through facial expressions. Haha!

I don't have any BFF to share my thoughts with. Why affect innocents with the nasty aura? Or maybe they won't even listen to me. Well, it's actually my problem, I always have hard time to express my feelings. So save the hassle, shut it rather leading others to wrong idea.

Perhaps I'm emo thus always keep things to myself. That's how others describe me. But still, thanks to those who always try to listen sincerely to me.

Ahhh... Fuck! I need to yell out loud instead of typing it. This is so not helping!!!