在马来西亚，
我称他们为外劳。
在新加坡，
我被称为外劳。
还真的很讽刺！
这就是因果报应？
哈！
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$%&%$&#%^@#$
Random
I have to agree that one will feel better after spitting vulgar words. At least this works well for me. Sometimes it's hard to hold back from cursing, but I can't do it. Simply because I understand that my words will cut through others' hearts. Maybe I did, through facial expressions. Haha!
I don't have any BFF to share my thoughts with. Why affect innocents with the nasty aura? Or maybe they won't even listen to me. Well, it's actually my problem, I always have hard time to express my feelings. So save the hassle, shut it rather leading others to wrong idea.
Perhaps I'm emo thus always keep things to myself. That's how others describe me. But still, thanks to those who always try to listen sincerely to me.
Ahhh... Fuck! I need to yell out loud instead of typing it. This is so not helping!!!
I don't have any BFF to share my thoughts with. Why affect innocents with the nasty aura? Or maybe they won't even listen to me. Well, it's actually my problem, I always have hard time to express my feelings. So save the hassle, shut it rather leading others to wrong idea.
Perhaps I'm emo thus always keep things to myself. That's how others describe me. But still, thanks to those who always try to listen sincerely to me.
Ahhh... Fuck! I need to yell out loud instead of typing it. This is so not helping!!!
Still Aging
Random
I'm pointing at my unnoticeable eyebrow. :DLook! I was once young k! Pok pok chui-ness is leaving me behind... ):
kthxbai!
A Place Of Memories
Photography, Random
A Place Of Memories | LinkI believe that I'll miss all the laughter, joy and happiness that happened at this hot desert. >.>
Neither Yes, Nor No
Random
I can't skate without spectacle.
But, I couldn't skate well even when I'm wearing it.
And no, putting on contact lens is not a solution.
But, I couldn't skate well even when I'm wearing it.
And no, putting on contact lens is not a solution.
有遗憾才完美。
Random
我可是 KFC 的头号粉丝！
虽然我并不是“称职”的粉丝，可是我还是喜欢 KFC！
刚刚从朋友口中得知 KFC 将在 Cyberjaya 开个分行。
我第一时间就感到激动！
激动为何到我要毕业了才开？
我本来还想在 Cyberjaya 开 McD 的。:X
有时事情往往都是这样。
到了 last minute 才有好“坑”。
不过这样也好。
留一点小遗憾才完美。
不时想起往事即觉得遗憾也欣慰。
交杂的心情，难以解释。
可是我很 enjoy 这样的心情。 XP
虽然我并不是“称职”的粉丝，可是我还是喜欢 KFC！
刚刚从朋友口中得知 KFC 将在 Cyberjaya 开个分行。
我第一时间就感到激动！
激动为何到我要毕业了才开？
我本来还想在 Cyberjaya 开 McD 的。:X
有时事情往往都是这样。
到了 last minute 才有好“坑”。
不过这样也好。
留一点小遗憾才完美。
不时想起往事即觉得遗憾也欣慰。
交杂的心情，难以解释。
可是我很 enjoy 这样的心情。 XP
Slipped Away
Random
So long, Compiler Design assignment 2.
I have no time for you.
Please enlighten me along final exam.
:D
I have no time for you.
Please enlighten me along final exam.
:D
Failure Is Not An Option.
RandomFailure is not an option.
Saw this quote a while back in Facebook. Seriously who wants failures?
This is maybe the 2nd or 3rd project that I care so much as well as it makes me go insane. Well, not really. I know I'm the cause that reflects the consequences back onto myself. I hate it when I can't complete the whole thing. I just hate this frustration!
Couldn't help to say fug, fuG, fUG, and FUG again and again!
Don't tell me to learn from my mistakes. I know this well. Grrr!
伤心到。。。
Random
尽管 MMU 再怎么烂，Cyberjaya 再怎么闷，
我都会很怀念 MMU，怀念 Cyberjaya，怀念这里的一切！
过去的三年+，我到底干了些什么？
似乎没尽情地享受校园生活。
其实我很想到处鬼混，
只是一直担心 money + lazy + 种种因素。
担心得太多，反而萌生更多悔意。
有些人说：“不要为了错失青春而后悔”，确实很潇洒。
我却觉得不大可能，除非你很 happy-go-lucky 啦！
有些事一旦错过了，将来也未必有机会挽回。
比如说旷课。
嘿嘿！
其实 okay 的啦！
有悔意才有回忆嘛！XD
哎呀！
想法是很个人的东西啦！
还有 hor，我不觉得我自己很悲观。
只是脑筋一直在忙有的没的。
在 blog 里都写些比较悲观的，没把快乐的表现出来。
开心的时候都没时间理会 blog 料 lor~
Ah cheh~!
我都会很怀念 MMU，怀念 Cyberjaya，怀念这里的一切！
过去的三年+，我到底干了些什么？
似乎没尽情地享受校园生活。
其实我很想到处鬼混，
只是一直担心 money + lazy + 种种因素。
担心得太多，反而萌生更多悔意。
有些人说：“不要为了错失青春而后悔”，确实很潇洒。
我却觉得不大可能，除非你很 happy-go-lucky 啦！
有些事一旦错过了，将来也未必有机会挽回。
比如说旷课。
嘿嘿！
其实 okay 的啦！
有悔意才有回忆嘛！XD
哎呀！
想法是很个人的东西啦！
还有 hor，我不觉得我自己很悲观。
只是脑筋一直在忙有的没的。
在 blog 里都写些比较悲观的，没把快乐的表现出来。
开心的时候都没时间理会 blog 料 lor~
Ah cheh~!
Oh Owh!
Random
Tripped over a stone.
Still unable to define whether it's minor or major injury.
Wish me luck that I'm able to recover as fast as possible.
Wish me luck that I'll be given a chance for recovery.
Still unable to define whether it's minor or major injury.
Wish me luck that I'm able to recover as fast as possible.
Wish me luck that I'll be given a chance for recovery.
犯了杀戒。
Random
我杀死了一只大约 3cm 的蜜蜂。
它其实在我房间逗留了好一段时间。
应该是迷路了，出不去。
我并没有想把他赶出去的念头，希望它自己会找到出路。
可是 hor，我又怕被它叮。
结果我还是用 Shieldtox 把它给杀了。
看着它慢慢的死去，我心里也感到万分难受。
因为我觉得：
我也不怎么喜欢他人用 Shieldtox 喷我。
够力！ D:
继续蜜蜂的故事。
他很顽固，死命地挣扎。
仔细地观察了下，发现到它的“刺”早就已脱落。
根本毫无杀伤力。
想了一想，其实我并不需要把它给干掉。
惭愧，真惭愧。
接着我用了一张纸把蜜蜂给丢了。
又想了一想，当初如果用这张纸把它活生生地赶出去，它并不用死得那么难看。
每次都在事后才想到处理方案，已经太迟了啦。
蠢，真蠢！
它其实在我房间逗留了好一段时间。
应该是迷路了，出不去。
我并没有想把他赶出去的念头，希望它自己会找到出路。
可是 hor，我又怕被它叮。
结果我还是用 Shieldtox 把它给杀了。
看着它慢慢的死去，我心里也感到万分难受。
因为我觉得：
（一）你怎样对待他人，他人就怎样对待你。
（二）你不 kacau 我，我就不 kacau 你。
我也不怎么喜欢他人用 Shieldtox 喷我。
够力！ D:
继续蜜蜂的故事。
他很顽固，死命地挣扎。
仔细地观察了下，发现到它的“刺”早就已脱落。
根本毫无杀伤力。
想了一想，其实我并不需要把它给干掉。
惭愧，真惭愧。
接着我用了一张纸把蜜蜂给丢了。
又想了一想，当初如果用这张纸把它活生生地赶出去，它并不用死得那么难看。
每次都在事后才想到处理方案，已经太迟了啦。
蠢，真蠢！
I'm Looking For A Job...
Random
... that I have passion in it! I have been thinking lately, maybe jobs that involve music will be incredible! I even make a list for it:
1) Work in a CD shop. Change music whenever I like to~
2) Start up a cocktail bar on the beach and play Reggae songs~
3) Treat programming codes as lyrics... Pui! X_X
Stay tuned and we'll see whether my list will grow larger. ;p
1) Work in a CD shop. Change music whenever I like to~
2) Start up a cocktail bar on the beach and play Reggae songs~
3) Treat programming codes as lyrics... Pui! X_X
Stay tuned and we'll see whether my list will grow larger. ;p
Food
Random
Most people get green-eyed when they see others tasting great food, having the delicious food as part of their sweet memories. I suppose it's our nature to crave for nice food!
One day I believe I'll be able to have lovely meals with my family in fine dining restaurants! Only when I'm financially independent. That's one of my biggest wishes!
Cheers! ;)
One day I believe I'll be able to have lovely meals with my family in fine dining restaurants! Only when I'm financially independent. That's one of my biggest wishes!
Cheers! ;)
The Sportmanship!
Random, Skate
Last Saturday, I joined Putrajaya Night Marathon as Skateline volunteer. I wasn't sure about my job scope in the event. Maybe just directing the runners to the correct lane (They have to run along open streets) and escorting lone runner. The job scope sounds pretty easy right? But if you're one of us, you will definitely disagree!
This is because the runners were running on open streets and the traffic always go crazy during peak hours! No, we don't have policemen to help us thus we have to do it by ourselves. They rather pass by than pull over to help. T_T Imagine us with no traffic directing skills, standing in the middle of the road, waving the flag, asking/begging for the car to stop, still some of drivers will not stop. Very ignorant I can say! If they put themselves in runners' shoes, what will they think? One of the runner couldn't take it and scolded out loud. I wonder he was scolding us the volunteers or the drivers? He scolded in Malay with accent, therefore I didn't get what he said. I know, my Malays sucks. Moreover, we didn't take dinner until 3-4am leh!
Enough with the whining already. The main part of this entry is about respecting a runner's sportsmanship! I was at my station which is around 20km away from starting point. Then I saw a Skateline volunteer escorting the last or Nth last 42km runner. So, me and the rest had decided to skate along as we never thought that 20km is a long way go. Ya right! We were so naive. ;p
Skated half way and got very tired, what's more on foot? The runner - Mr. Rahman insisted to finish the run. His spirit has inspired and motivated me to finish the run too! He just kept continuing without stopping! What I did was just silently accompanying him along the run as I'm really bad in cheering! =_=
8 to 9 km left, some skaters were gone and left me and another 2 friends with Mr. Rahman. Then the 2 friends have decided to call it quits. Seriously I was very mad! How can we stop right now? There was no one else to help him if anything happens. They do have few other association volunteers around with bike but they were just slacking and far away! I truly believe that we have the responsibility to follow the runner even though that has been overdone as a volunteer. Mr. Rahman kept telling us that we can leave without him but I don't think it's a great idea to leave him alone in the night.
Soon, I left my friends and continue with Mr. Rahman. I'm not trying to say that I'm being heroic. The message that I'm trying to deliver is that what happens if you are the only one in the middle of the road with no one around? How can you call for help when you need assistance? You may argue that today's technology is good enough. We can easily reach others with handphone. Worst comes to worst, what if he doesn't have the mobile with him?
Sarcastically, I left Mr. Rahman very soon. I had to leave with my friends as I don't have the transportation to get back to Cyberjaya by myself. I feel that I'm so selfish! Even until now, I still can't get over myself.
Around 4~5am, Mr. Rahman sms-ed me that he have made it til the end! He even got a metal for it! Although I couldn't share his victory on the spot but still I can feel the happiness! He's a true sportsman! Do not call yourself a sportsman if you don't have these attributes within you.
This is because the runners were running on open streets and the traffic always go crazy during peak hours! No, we don't have policemen to help us thus we have to do it by ourselves. They rather pass by than pull over to help. T_T Imagine us with no traffic directing skills, standing in the middle of the road, waving the flag, asking/begging for the car to stop, still some of drivers will not stop. Very ignorant I can say! If they put themselves in runners' shoes, what will they think? One of the runner couldn't take it and scolded out loud. I wonder he was scolding us the volunteers or the drivers? He scolded in Malay with accent, therefore I didn't get what he said. I know, my Malays sucks. Moreover, we didn't take dinner until 3-4am leh!
Enough with the whining already. The main part of this entry is about respecting a runner's sportsmanship! I was at my station which is around 20km away from starting point. Then I saw a Skateline volunteer escorting the last or Nth last 42km runner. So, me and the rest had decided to skate along as we never thought that 20km is a long way go. Ya right! We were so naive. ;p
Skated half way and got very tired, what's more on foot? The runner - Mr. Rahman insisted to finish the run. His spirit has inspired and motivated me to finish the run too! He just kept continuing without stopping! What I did was just silently accompanying him along the run as I'm really bad in cheering! =_=
8 to 9 km left, some skaters were gone and left me and another 2 friends with Mr. Rahman. Then the 2 friends have decided to call it quits. Seriously I was very mad! How can we stop right now? There was no one else to help him if anything happens. They do have few other association volunteers around with bike but they were just slacking and far away! I truly believe that we have the responsibility to follow the runner even though that has been overdone as a volunteer. Mr. Rahman kept telling us that we can leave without him but I don't think it's a great idea to leave him alone in the night.
Soon, I left my friends and continue with Mr. Rahman. I'm not trying to say that I'm being heroic. The message that I'm trying to deliver is that what happens if you are the only one in the middle of the road with no one around? How can you call for help when you need assistance? You may argue that today's technology is good enough. We can easily reach others with handphone. Worst comes to worst, what if he doesn't have the mobile with him?
Sarcastically, I left Mr. Rahman very soon. I had to leave with my friends as I don't have the transportation to get back to Cyberjaya by myself. I feel that I'm so selfish! Even until now, I still can't get over myself.
Around 4~5am, Mr. Rahman sms-ed me that he have made it til the end! He even got a metal for it! Although I couldn't share his victory on the spot but still I can feel the happiness! He's a true sportsman! Do not call yourself a sportsman if you don't have these attributes within you.
So Fragile
RandomWhat should I do?
There are so many things needed to be worried.
What should I do?
What should I do...
Woot woot!
Photography, Random
Weeeeee~ I like the new template so much! Especially the top-left photo box! I can now change the photo whenever I wish to. ;p
Plushies | Link
Here's another picture taken some time ago. Does it look the the plushies are taking self potraits by themselves? Hehe!
Speaking of photography, I've started to get confuse with the definition of "Art of Photography". A good photo should or shouldn't go through post-processing? If the photo is good enough and doesn't require further edit, indeed it saves a lot of hassles. But why not do some post processing to enhance the quality of photo?
These are not the only ideas that have been buzzing around me. In the end, I think that we should just keep things easy. I'll just shoot what I want - photos that tell stories.
Plushies | LinkHere's another picture taken some time ago. Does it look the the plushies are taking self potraits by themselves? Hehe!
Speaking of photography, I've started to get confuse with the definition of "Art of Photography". A good photo should or shouldn't go through post-processing? If the photo is good enough and doesn't require further edit, indeed it saves a lot of hassles. But why not do some post processing to enhance the quality of photo?
These are not the only ideas that have been buzzing around me. In the end, I think that we should just keep things easy. I'll just shoot what I want - photos that tell stories.
Sunbathing Wheels
Left 4 Dead, Photography, Random
Sunbathing Wheels | LinkNot a satisfying shot and poorly edited but I wanna share this photo with everyone. ): This shot was taken during learning process, so it shouldn't be abandoned even though it doesn't look good! Moreover, I can always refer back for improvements and laugh at how immature is my skills lo. ;p
Alright. IMO it's hard to shot something randomly without a theme but I wanna press the shutter button. Then the idea of having newly purchased skate wheels as model came across my mind. Eventually I shot few photos in JPEG and RAW. Who knows PS CS2 couldn't support RAW(.NEF). Haiyo! No choice but to leave RAW editing for next time.
In addition, I'm grateful to Bennie for teaching me PS techniques! We communicated through FB chat application as I was facing problems to add him in MSN. Yes, you heard me right. It's very very hard to learn through FB chat app because it lags so much lo! My PC hung half way liao I'm unable to complete the learning course. XD Anyway, Bennie is a good fella and I hope that I didn't disturbed him from busy tasks. XD Shall kacau him again! XP
Poyittu varen! We shall wait and see whether I'll have the mood to redo the shot later. Lazy ler.. @_@
An Cua Ho?
Left 4 Dead, Random
What can I do? What can I do?? I feel extremely hungry all the time even though I don't move around a lot. It's not the case that my parents didn't feed me, instead they keep buying me delicacies. XD Thus, I feel bad for feeling hungry. >.>
An cua ho??
An cua ho??
宣告破产
Left 4 Dead, Random
查一查提款记录，上个月很够力得提了 RM800！
短短一个月就用了那么多钱，还真的搞不懂到底花在那里！？
真的要节食了。。
可是想一想，不曾年轻时享受人生，以后老了即使有钱也没有精神+健康去消耗啦！
p/s：我不是败家女！>.< 而是真的不知道钱跑到哪里度蜜月，一去不返~
短短一个月就用了那么多钱，还真的搞不懂到底花在那里！？
真的要节食了。。
可是想一想，不曾年轻时享受人生，以后老了即使有钱也没有精神+健康去消耗啦！
p/s：我不是败家女！>.< 而是真的不知道钱跑到哪里度蜜月，一去不返~
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